My Lil Heart

Everyday I wake up And I find myself in the midst of a war between my mind and my heart. 


Earlier the heart ruled and now the mind is trying to take over just cuz someone Brutally Injured The heart. 


Its Surprising how the heart is still putting up a fight and with all it's might says 

"I Won't stop until the last beat. And i won't stop waiting either. So go on punch me in the face again cuz I know i will get what i really love"

A Wish

Looking skywards i try to find something spectacular. 

Something you don't usually see everyday.

Everyday i look for a shooting star. They say you get what u want if you wish upon a shooting star.

but well there are times you want more than one shooting star.

Or rather u want to wish upon everything u can that could get you something that you really wish for.

Its surprising how an atheist would look skywards and talk to someone out there and beg and plead

Its surprising how religiously it is done every single day.

I can't wait for my birthday. Why? I get to wish before i blow out the candles .

I am finding reasons now. 

Can i not just wish every single second?

I like a 10 year old believe that this one wish of mine would come true.

Yes it will.

To be honest i have no clue whats happening.

But yea i am wishing upon everything that i could.

Finding You, Again

There are times when you want something so bad that You psyche yourself out. You close your eyes and that image comes rushing into your head.

Memories, snapshots, You name it.

I Wish i could Mix my Dreams into My Reality Like a magic potion.

Reality hurts like a fresh wound and my dreams are the painkillers.

You my love would make it go away , its like feeling nothing at all.

You are out there somewhere behind those doors that lie locked ahead of me. I have found u before and i know i will unlock that door again.

But For now just let me sleep, Because that's the only place i find u close to me.