The Womb . Part 1

Glass shattered all over the floor.
What seemed to be something so beautiful to people never turned out to be so.
They both fought day in and day out.
It might be beautiful once upon a time.
It all changed later.
The wife sobbed all night.
She forgot what she was like. She forgot the last time she smiled. All that she had to show to the world was pretending to be happy.
She tried her best to keep him happy but the ignorant man overlooked it every time.
she was lifeless.
she left for her moms place . Her mom said "Go to hell..". Her mom never cared either.
Everyone needs someone to speak to and she had no one. She couldn't even look at herself in the mirror and utter a word.
She slapped herself over and over again and said "why are you alive?"
She rushed to the kitchen and got herself a knife.
She looked at it as if it was her key to freedom.
It was freedom for her. A place where no one has to shout at her or tell her how perfect everything should look like. Or how she was good for nothing even though she did everything.
She held that knife firm in her hand and standing in front of the mirror took a deep breath ready to break her chains from this mad mad world.

Just that moment when that sharp Object would have slit through her flesh. She heard a laugh. The laugh that Would make anyone smile or make them forget all their worries.
She opened her eyes and looking in the mirror, on the bed behind her she saw her 1 year old child looking her her and smiling. She looked at it and the knife dropped from her hand and she burst out in tears.
She ran towards her kid held it tight and said " oh lil one , I will live for you."

Those three words

I close my eyes all I see are a zillion pictures flashing right in front of my eyes.
A moment where everything passes by so fast.
Everything changes around me . I open my eyes to see a whole new different world .
A world where there are different people.
People I once knew and now they are just mere faces.
Places that I once loved are nothing but mirages and mean nothing to me.
A moment where I question my existence and I question everything else around me..
This place is weird.
People!! So many people! What are they trying to say! It's like a thousand people trying to say something to me! Yelling at me but all It is to me is just NOISE. A disturbing noise , that's so loud that my head starts to spin.
"Shut up" I scream but they continue..
They try to close in on me, I try to push them away..
I try to get out but they push me back in.
I shut my ears..
Standing in the crowd I try to find a familiar face.
In hope that someone would get me out of here . Away from these demonic like figures that fall like dark shadows over me.
I roam around in circles trying to find out a way.
I look skywards and then YOU hold my hand , look at me and say those three words. "I love you"
The people turn to ashes and blow away like dust in the desert.
Now all that I can see is you.
Feel you.
Breathe you.

And all around me it's just YOU, ME and THOSE THREE WORDS.

What the "K" ..

Me: If you were here i would have eaten you up!! Nom nom nom


K : 0_o Are you from Ethiopia?


Me: Yes Yes!! i am a very hungry kid. look at me *imagines K to be a nice juicy chicken burger and jumps on K* Nom nom nom


K: Was there more pervertness in that statement than i could understand? =D


Me: Haww ! Your Mind..I am just an ethiopian hungry kid who wants to eat you..

K: oh very well then.. i love kids.


Me: You fucking pedophile :|

At a distance..

At a distance i see a universe. A parallel Universe.

The one that is different From this one. 

Good or bad no one knows. 

At a distance i see someone. 

A person smiling at me and telling me to step into a world that would be different than this one. 

A person who resembles someone close to me. A smile on his face. and his voice that calls out my name and says everything would be fine.

At a distance I see a kid.. probably 6 riding on that persons back,

happy and giggling all cherrpy..that shine in her eyes. 

She says one word. Superman.  

thats what that person means to her . a hero. 

Wait a min... 

She is crying..did she fall? did she hurt herself..?

Where is her superman? Why cant i see him..

At a distance... there she stands all alone in the middle of nowhere calling out for him.

and then she looks at me.. straight into my eyes. 

A thousand questions but there are no answers

She cries out loud but all i can do is look at her with teary eyes.

i call her close to me ...she nods her head and says..

"I am scared"..

Why are you scared lil girl..

she trembles..and says "I am YOU and you are ME."

I gasp for air..

i look around me..to find myself looking at myself straight into the eyes in the middle of nowhere

At a distance all i see is ME.. 

Bridge of silent Love

Razed to the ground, I saw the light trembling

Touching and hugging the earth, she lay there, wishing it was all over

As the storms of thoughts crashed her mind, she stirred in anguish

Memories of his touch made her wince, her cheeks no longer held the shadows of cry

Deep crevasses formed as the warm molten liquid ran dipped with his thoughts

And embedded images of her yesterday streamed past into the strangulated misery of despair

Few times, there was a slight flutter of her wings but she could no longer fly

Illusionary sounds tapped her eyes open but alas! She knew it wasn’t he..

Strange hands held her to her feet as she swayed like gentle breeze

Angels of love hovered around her and they led her to the bridge

Waiting, his love shone bright he looked at her deep...

And for the first time, she uttered, ‘O! MY LOVE”..!!!!!!!!

Here we go..

I dont know how the first post is supposed to be like. I just stare into the screen Blankly like someone brain dead. With time i shall get a hang of this i am sure.  Its a WHEE moment i guess.